my Master’s Rules

Master has decided that it is time for us to go deeper down the rabbit hole; deeper into my slavery.

I know this means a walk further down the path of Internal Enslavement which will eventually bind me to him in such a way that i cannot function without his control in my life.

I want this. Yeah, this is probably the calm before the storm again, but i do. I feel more at peace now than i ever have, more calm, collected, confident in myself. All this is due to my Love Master, my hearts home and my soul‘s twin. I want these next changes, for all that it will screw  my emotions up and have me shaking by the changes it will bring within me. my Master is fully aware that i will be an emotional wreck at times during this next steps, but as he knows, i do also, that it is needed, that we need it. He is my lifemate and there is no termination clause, I am his for LIFE.

There is no need to rush this journey, we have the rest of our lives to explore, however that does not mean it should be delayed and I feel within me the need for us to move deeper once again; we are ready for this, even if it scares me a little as always.

With all that in mind, Master and I recently found the 128 slave rules written by Jonathon Kay in 2004. After reading, reviewing, editing, re-wording and in some cases deleting rules together, Master has finally decided on my new rules. my Master’s Rules

Some of them I absolutely detest, there are some within there that I currently think “no fucking way”…. yeah yeah i know….

Master says we will be taking it steady to learn them and work our way through them all. Some will not come into effect until Master is over here for good. Some I know I already do and that gives me a little hope. I am unsure what else is going to crop up in the next few months and i know that Master will no doubt set me some more essays as he sees fit to help me to understand.

Right now, i just want my Master over here with me. Although the changes would come quicker and more pronounced, i would be with him while they happen, and he would be able to push me harder when i need it as he sees it, rather than the 4500 mile cavern between us. I want Master to push me hard, i want him to go deeper. I need to feel his Mastery over me, his dominance, his love and his will. I want to feel his strength of character, I want him to make me feel his.  I remember lunaKM writing something about sub frenzy once. I don’t know why that is stuck in my head right now but it is.

I love you Master.
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